I try my best to describe my sessions but it is almost impossible. There are so many experience as many we are...
Recently I received a very touching letter, which I would love to share. Maybe it gives a glimpse into what happens when you visit me.
"The ritual asked for my intentions. Did I really answer? Actually I was watching another movie shown on the screen in my head. Waiting for answers.
To questions asked by everyday life. I am quite often in this cinema.
And I was there when we started.
Until first touches reached my skin....
From movie to my memory. Verifying and testing you -
any touch , any movement by you exactly what you recently taught me?
would I get inspired for my own ambitions?
Again questions in my head. Still not into it, not relaxed. But not far from then
I finally reached the junction -
offering one path to a place.
The place I have tried to find so often - the place with no questions left for me. You guided me to it......
How to describe it?
No sequence to follow the way to that point. One gets there or doesn't.
Having realized that I am in no cinema I knew that I was on the right way .
And it happened quite early .
Is it about the pure touch?
Very convenient if received by a woman . Finally it is about something different.
Performing touches is technics.
But composing touches in a way
to create a building where you would want to stay :
That is art .
That is passion.
You were the architect and host of the building where I lived for nearly 2 hours... . . . .
Two hours quickly pass.
Short and otherwise long at once.
But that's illusion.
In fact the session took much longer.
Not determinable in time.
A lasting impression.
Some elements as if they'd been burnt
into my brains, my heart, my soul, my skin. I arrived somewhere special.
I see it in my thoughts . I feel it.
It is what I would call : "The Moment". I'd like to freeze it.
Well , that 's pure fantasy, admitted. But what I can do with its message: Take it as guidance.
Take anything which is in it.
Paint the rooms where I live with it.
Cry it out loud to the world .
What is so special about "the Moment" :
so simple to create it.
It requires real attention .
After so many touches , so much closeness before It's comparable with ...
the final aria of an opera ?
reaching a destination after a long journey? the discovery of truth after a long meditation ? Everyone's answer is the truth .
My personal answer does not look for analogies .
This moment was
a culmination of intensity ;
an expression of being , of living ;
an answer to any question;
This moment spent me ease and calmness ;
joy and satisfaction ; security and communion ; solace and hope;
This moment offered me to stop for a while ;
to feel and spend love;
to be flown through by sense of life.
Two answers left to be given :
What exactly was "the Moment" about? Shall I really disclose it ?
I have to.
After two hours of nearness which were already fascinating,
a source of joy , of feelings , of energy ,
it got topped to a level beyond any description .
i thought being at the end of the trip . But needed to open one last door. To the place -
The place I could not tell before where it should be. But which I definitely reached now.
I think you sat aside of me.
Me still having my eyes closed .
You took my hand. . . ....
And a few seconds later it occurred - "The Moment".
Which still makes me
think , remember , laugh, cry , love, happy . . . .
"The Moment".
when our fingers slowly slipped into each other .
After another long second
they slowly but firmly closed the gap between them - ending up as one hand, as if they had grown together. Nothing or nobody could harm me.
Such an intense feeling of being respected as I am.
It is you who made this possible . As we said goodbye to each other I embraced a sister .
And I had met you just twice before ... ..
Had to leave this place and get back to life. Seemed to take endlessly time .
Either lying on the mattress after "the moment" or walking around neighbourhood quarter-
I so much wanted to stay in or get back to
this building you had led me into and hosted. Fortune must not be infinite to be appreciated . I understood and accepted .
And on my way back home
I followed a word which I took away from you -
Just one word : "Be" !
Want to address two words with you .
You have made me several presents.
The teaching, the massage , the discussions . "The Moment" !
How to adequately appreciate it ?
It's three-way .
One is just saying two words : Thank you .
Short and precise , but only telling everything once you look into each others eyes.
I look into yours right now.
Secondly , and more difficult :
I would try to build such a house constructed by you during the massage for myself , like a castle .
It would spend me warmth , shelter , satisfaction. And I should try to brick up my cinema .
Arrange rooms and fill them
with creativity , spirit , happiness .
Thirdly, being most ambitious : Extract all or at least parts of Your passion, your commitment , Your energy, your strength,
Your respect, your empathy ,
Your resolution , your patience, Your nearness , your confidence , Your love, your tenderness,
Your intuition, your wisdom , Your views, your advice - Not to forget :
the woman and the girl in you which all I had the honor and joy
to meet and discover during the last weeks .
These ingredients I'd like
to put together and use them -
always my way being unique as you are and by different mixture where needed - to use them the best way i can think of and how a thank to you could look like : By making others a present !"
Recently I received a very touching letter, which I would love to share. Maybe it gives a glimpse into what happens when you visit me.
"The ritual asked for my intentions. Did I really answer? Actually I was watching another movie shown on the screen in my head. Waiting for answers.
To questions asked by everyday life. I am quite often in this cinema.
And I was there when we started.
Until first touches reached my skin....
From movie to my memory. Verifying and testing you -
any touch , any movement by you exactly what you recently taught me?
would I get inspired for my own ambitions?
Again questions in my head. Still not into it, not relaxed. But not far from then
I finally reached the junction -
offering one path to a place.
The place I have tried to find so often - the place with no questions left for me. You guided me to it......
How to describe it?
No sequence to follow the way to that point. One gets there or doesn't.
Having realized that I am in no cinema I knew that I was on the right way .
And it happened quite early .
Is it about the pure touch?
Very convenient if received by a woman . Finally it is about something different.
Performing touches is technics.
But composing touches in a way
to create a building where you would want to stay :
That is art .
That is passion.
You were the architect and host of the building where I lived for nearly 2 hours... . . . .
Two hours quickly pass.
Short and otherwise long at once.
But that's illusion.
In fact the session took much longer.
Not determinable in time.
A lasting impression.
Some elements as if they'd been burnt
into my brains, my heart, my soul, my skin. I arrived somewhere special.
I see it in my thoughts . I feel it.
It is what I would call : "The Moment". I'd like to freeze it.
Well , that 's pure fantasy, admitted. But what I can do with its message: Take it as guidance.
Take anything which is in it.
Paint the rooms where I live with it.
Cry it out loud to the world .
What is so special about "the Moment" :
so simple to create it.
It requires real attention .
After so many touches , so much closeness before It's comparable with ...
the final aria of an opera ?
reaching a destination after a long journey? the discovery of truth after a long meditation ? Everyone's answer is the truth .
My personal answer does not look for analogies .
This moment was
a culmination of intensity ;
an expression of being , of living ;
an answer to any question;
This moment spent me ease and calmness ;
joy and satisfaction ; security and communion ; solace and hope;
This moment offered me to stop for a while ;
to feel and spend love;
to be flown through by sense of life.
Two answers left to be given :
What exactly was "the Moment" about? Shall I really disclose it ?
I have to.
After two hours of nearness which were already fascinating,
a source of joy , of feelings , of energy ,
it got topped to a level beyond any description .
i thought being at the end of the trip . But needed to open one last door. To the place -
The place I could not tell before where it should be. But which I definitely reached now.
I think you sat aside of me.
Me still having my eyes closed .
You took my hand. . . ....
And a few seconds later it occurred - "The Moment".
Which still makes me
think , remember , laugh, cry , love, happy . . . .
"The Moment".
when our fingers slowly slipped into each other .
After another long second
they slowly but firmly closed the gap between them - ending up as one hand, as if they had grown together. Nothing or nobody could harm me.
Such an intense feeling of being respected as I am.
It is you who made this possible . As we said goodbye to each other I embraced a sister .
And I had met you just twice before ... ..
Had to leave this place and get back to life. Seemed to take endlessly time .
Either lying on the mattress after "the moment" or walking around neighbourhood quarter-
I so much wanted to stay in or get back to
this building you had led me into and hosted. Fortune must not be infinite to be appreciated . I understood and accepted .
And on my way back home
I followed a word which I took away from you -
Just one word : "Be" !
Want to address two words with you .
You have made me several presents.
The teaching, the massage , the discussions . "The Moment" !
How to adequately appreciate it ?
It's three-way .
One is just saying two words : Thank you .
Short and precise , but only telling everything once you look into each others eyes.
I look into yours right now.
Secondly , and more difficult :
I would try to build such a house constructed by you during the massage for myself , like a castle .
It would spend me warmth , shelter , satisfaction. And I should try to brick up my cinema .
Arrange rooms and fill them
with creativity , spirit , happiness .
Thirdly, being most ambitious : Extract all or at least parts of Your passion, your commitment , Your energy, your strength,
Your respect, your empathy ,
Your resolution , your patience, Your nearness , your confidence , Your love, your tenderness,
Your intuition, your wisdom , Your views, your advice - Not to forget :
the woman and the girl in you which all I had the honor and joy
to meet and discover during the last weeks .
These ingredients I'd like
to put together and use them -
always my way being unique as you are and by different mixture where needed - to use them the best way i can think of and how a thank to you could look like : By making others a present !"
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