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7/1/2015

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I try my best to describe my sessions but it is almost impossible. There are so many experience as many we are... 
Recently I received a very touching letter, which I would love to share. Maybe it gives a glimpse into what happens when you visit me.

"The ritual asked for my intentions. Did I really answer? Actually I was watching another movie shown on the screen in my head. Waiting for answers.

To questions  asked by everyday  life. I am quite often in this cinema.
And I was there when we started.
Until first touches  reached  my skin....

From movie to my memory. Verifying and testing you -
any touch , any movement by you exactly what you recently taught me?
would I get inspired for my own ambitions?
Again questions in my head. Still not into it, not relaxed. But not far from then
I finally reached the junction -
offering one path to a place.

The place I have tried to find so often - the place with no questions left for me. You guided me to it......

How to describe it?
No sequence to follow the way to that point. One gets there or doesn't.
Having realized that I am in no cinema I knew that I was on the right way .
And it happened quite early .
Is it about the pure touch?
Very convenient  if received by a woman . Finally it is about something  different.
Performing touches  is technics.
But composing touches in a way
to create a building where you would want to stay :

That is art .
That is passion.

You were the architect  and host of the building where  I lived for  nearly 2 hours... . . . .

Two hours quickly pass.
Short and otherwise long at once.
But that's illusion.
In fact the session took much longer.

Not determinable in time.
A lasting impression.
Some elements as if they'd been burnt
into my brains, my heart, my soul, my skin. I arrived somewhere special.
I see it in my thoughts . I feel it.

It is what I would call : "The Moment". I'd like to freeze it.
Well , that 's pure fantasy, admitted. But what I can do with its message: Take it as guidance.
Take anything which is in it.
Paint the rooms where I live with it.
Cry it out loud to the world .

What is so special about "the Moment" :
so simple to create it.
It requires  real attention .
After so many touches , so much closeness before It's comparable with ...
the final aria of an opera ?
reaching a destination after a long journey? the discovery of truth after a long meditation ? Everyone's answer is the truth .
My personal answer does not look for analogies .

This moment  was
a culmination of intensity ;
an expression of being , of living ;
an answer to any question;

This moment spent me ease and calmness ;
joy and satisfaction ; security and communion ; solace and hope;

This moment offered me to stop for a while ;
to feel and spend love;
to be flown through by sense of life.

Two answers left to be given :
What exactly was "the Moment" about? Shall I really disclose it ?
I have to.

After two hours of nearness which were already fascinating,
a source of joy , of feelings , of energy ,
it got topped to a level beyond any description .
i thought being at the end of the trip . But needed to open one last door. To the place -
The place I could not tell before where it should be. But which I definitely reached now.

I think you sat aside of me.
Me still having my eyes closed .
You took my hand. . . ....

And a few seconds later it occurred - "The Moment".
Which still makes me
think , remember , laugh, cry , love, happy . . . .
"The Moment".
when our fingers slowly slipped into each other .
After another long second
they slowly but firmly closed the gap between them - ending up as one hand, as if they had grown together. Nothing or nobody could harm me.
Such an intense feeling of being respected as I am.

It is you who made this possible . As we said goodbye to each other I embraced a sister .
And I had met you just twice before ... ..

Had to leave this place and get back to life. Seemed to take endlessly time .
Either lying on the mattress after "the moment" or walking  around  neighbourhood  quarter-
I so much wanted to stay in or get back to
this building you had led me into and hosted. Fortune must not be infinite to be appreciated . I understood and accepted .

And on my way back home
I followed a word which I took away from you -
Just one word  : "Be" !

Want to address two words with you .
You have made me several presents.
The teaching,  the  massage , the  discussions . "The Moment"  !
How to adequately appreciate it ?
It's three-way .

One is just saying two words : Thank you .
Short and precise , but only telling everything once you look into each others eyes.
I look into yours right now.

Secondly , and more difficult :
I would try to build such a house constructed by you during the massage for myself , like a castle .
It would spend me warmth , shelter , satisfaction. And I should try to brick up my cinema .
Arrange rooms and fill them
with  creativity , spirit , happiness .

Thirdly, being most ambitious : Extract all or at least parts of Your passion, your commitment , Your energy, your strength,
Your respect, your empathy ,
Your resolution , your patience, Your nearness , your confidence , Your love, your tenderness,
Your intuition, your wisdom , Your views, your advice - Not to forget :
the woman and the girl in you which all I had the honor and joy
to meet and discover during the  last weeks .

These ingredients I'd like
to put together and use them -
always my way being unique as you are and by different mixture where needed - to use them the best way i can think of and how a thank to you could look like : By making others a present !"

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Once upon a time in Greece...

6/14/2015

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A major reason for my decision to go to the School of Free Flow is the splendid Mediterranean natural ambiance on the NW of Corfu island, in Greece.  I knew the place.  Indeed, the scenery is majestic and inspiring for those that would like to combine meditation and relaxing, tantra practice and self-awareness exploration.  So, I decided to go there and stay for an extended week-end holiday combined with the attendance of Tantra sessions.

It is unfortunate that Tantra is often confused with sophisticated sex tricks, or even misinterpreted as covered prostitution or sex orgies. These erroneous and slanderous prejudices impede people to embark on a pleasurable, and eventually healing journey to their self-consciousness.  I’m not in the Tantra path, but being open to learn more  about  myself through new approaches, I have already had Tantra sessions.  But this time the whole experience was proven valuable, far beyond my expectations.

Eva is genuine, honest, transparent and guided by her Tantra vocation.  She is beautiful and charming. Young, though, she is wise and knowledgeable about her discipline.  Despite her Tantra devotion, she draws tools on many other fields, like drama, dance and psychotherapy, and whatever else that could expand the range of her techniques, integrating them skillfully into her sessions. She is compassionate, sensitive, emotionally intelligent, and above all conscious of the vulnerability of her clients.  You feel immediately comfortable. She has the talent and intuition to perceive your needs and tailor the session accordingly.  I was touched by her acceptance and respect. Her Tantra motto is “ accept without judgement every human, no matter his flaws”.

She focuses on the body. She believes that in our bodies are traced and reflected our emotions, drives, memories, psychic past traumas.  So, working with the body and the energy flowing inside it and by removing energy barriers, emotional blockages and old wounds can be healed. She works in particular with the awakening of human’s major force drive, the sexual energy. She applies various techniques to awaken, reroute inwards and control the sexual energy.  She can teach you new experiences, how to expand your orgasmic pleasure, without ejaculation, release you from shame or other embedded emotional restrictions. She can guide you, through meditation, to feel and be connected with your body, and come fully into the moment.  

 Her touch is particularly sensual and I feel grateful to her for the high level of healing intimacy she shared with me. Thanks to it I opened up emotionally, something that itself is a healing procedure. With the support of Eva’s hands-on techniques and meditation guidance I gained new, clearer views of my condition.  There have been no miraculous changes or spectacular transformation,  but I felt relieved, and encouraged to reconsider and face more openly my personal challenges.     

I’ll certainly pay a visit to her again. (It would be an unforgivable omission if I did not mention that she is also a talented cook preparing  tasteful dishes).

I recommend a visit to the School of Free Flow for a genuine Tantric session.  Be prepared for an amazing experience. !

T.P.  Engineering Company Manager

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What is up?

6/14/2015

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There were days when I woke up and questioned myself. This winter was a major milestone in my life when something shifted and I accepted my work fully and all the difficulties with it. The prejudice, the silly comments, the lack of openness, the misunderstandings. They are not my stories, I am whole and happy :) All is welcomed and I intend to look them as opportunities.

So as I dived into my work fully again this year with even more... Creating a Conscious Sexuality site in Hungary, getting into the workshops and teaching in Hungary, finishing my Naturopath Course slowly and going back to University.

There is a lot on my plate but I am happy and motivated. 

My main focus at the moment is my Hungarian site, which  is under construction and getting translated in a shanti shanti matter :)
I am also planning to bring ISTA to Hungary and this involves to translate the book written by Baba Dez and Kamala Devi and get involved into talks and different public appearances, which I am scared of but somehow I feel ready and excited about as well.

From July till September I am back in Hungary and busy working but taking time off from travel and giving sessions. I only work in Budapest and with very small amount of clients. I would love to finish all what what in half way done already and get back in October with full energy.

I am wishing everyone a great summer and as much rest as possible!

Love and Light
Eva
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